WEEK 116 - POST 2
Whenever there is a big deadline, a presentation or something else (like this podcast at the end of this week) looming, the stress just permeates my whole day and sours it just ever so slightly. The foreseeable future dims a bit until after the deadline has passed. I can't truly enjoy anything.
I'm wondering how I can release this stress better or if it is just like fear and I should be OK with riding it out (or riding with it) and make sure I do things that lower my stress as much as possible while the stress is here (do meditation, get out for exercise, breathe deeply, dance at home to great music, etc.). It just really ruins my day, my week or my month if it's here. Yuck.
For a moment yesterday I had this opportunity to take a "travelling journalist" to a local site and provide them with information. Which would have been great for the BIZ and we might have even gotten a profile for V. as a photographer. But just as quickly it was taken away because the person who reached out to me also reached out to someone else and of course they responded quicker. UGH (how does this other person who has a full time job and a family find time to do all of this? he was just doing a public event a few weekends ago. Blah!)
But in the end (perspective) I'm ok with it. I don't like the enterprise that this journalist is associated with and I'm thinking that with a male journalist, it may not be the opportunity I'm looking for. So I'm just going to focus on these next two weeks and the deliverables that I already have.
I'm hoping that by Week 118 things will get back to normal.
(Seven weeks left until the week we go to Europe. Oh I haven't told you about that yet? All will be revealed soon... xo)
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