WEEK 97 - POST 2
I'm truly questioning the value I get out of HSHBBiz right now. I know that the world reflects back to you what your beliefs are - so I know that my beliefs are: not being seen, not being valued as a business person and not being able to find someone I fit in. I really see this as an "artist-driven" biz place and I feel like I'm not understood. Do I not want to be understood in general?
So my new motto is "fake it until I make it" and I'm just going to do the weekly check-in (and of course cheer others on) and not expect anything else right now (or seek anything else).
Helped someone out today and ended up feeling crappy as the under-dressed work-at-home schlepper. UGH. Just not a great start to the week.
It's Wednesday (these short weeks mess me up also) and I've just completely lost my mojo. It's wet snow and black ice outside which means a walk is out of the question also. My throat is annoying me. Maybe I should just call it a sick day. UGH. How to get out of this mood???
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