WEEK 97 - POST 4
Friday.
My task buddy is busy. And it might be OK as I don't have the bigger tasks like I did last year - writing 10 case studies & fact sheets. My tasks are just the same every week (except for the bigger ones like the newsletter and the products... wait a sec! Hmmm...).
Reached out to a filmmaker on HSHBBiz - who has a background in ecology and conservation. I think there is a bit of "wanting" there but I need to drop the want and just allow whatever to happen. We connected on Fbook and I wrote a long message but haven't heard back. let go, dear. let go. There have been a lot of distractions that have pulled me out of my focus - with people, with social media, with friends, etc and I need to reground and really get back to my goals.
I think these distractions have started making me yearn again for a few more entrepreneur friends who I can check in with (even if they are not local). All I really need is to reconnect with my good friends and I should be better. But I'm stuck in this loop (like I'm staring at these people in this room where I want to join them but am not invited).
Surprisingly I still feel like I only have one solid entrepreneur friend that I check in with regularly. Plus my C.P. writer friend. There are a few others (one I've just started a friendship with and another who is an old friend who is just starting her business) but most of my friends have traditional jobs. For a minute I'm thinking "I need to make this a priority" but really want I need to get back to is appreciating what I have and reminding myself that seeking these friendships won't help me in succeeding at my business. Sure I'm lonely and distracted but there is a way to answer that loneliness without thinking that I am lacking now - that I need to "fix" this - that I need to figure this out and go and solve it "now".
xo
I heard back from the web designer that she can't do the work right now. I'll ask her if she can fit me in later (summer?) and maybe while I'm waiting I can pick at some of the tasks as I can do a bit of html. Just don't want to mess things up though! I did get the Snapwidget to work though! Yay me!! I'm actually thinking that I want my tag line changed also so it would be worth the wait if I can.
OK so this week didn't go so well but it's OK. There are ups and downs.
Let's get ready for the next "up"!
xo
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