WEEK 96 - POST 3
Thursday just after lunch.
Momentum continuing. Hope to get some connections/conversations complete this afternoon, continue on a draft post and finish up two grant applications.
Finally found some movement. Finished another blog post, worked on two grant drafts and did a lot of connecting (which will continue today). And last night I did some fiction writing and today I sent a new chapter to my CP. WOW!!!
I have a health appointment in an hour and then once I get home hope to do more as per above. Also have all of Friday - woohoo!!
Somehow things are just moving. People commenting, saying they like my biz, sharing it with others and wanting to collaborate. It feels like opportunities are showering down and that I don't have to work SO hard to enjoy some momentum as long as I trust, share my love for what I do, produce great stuff and continue to connect authentically. (I'm even "showing up" more in the HSHBBiz group - chatting, sharing my thoughts and participating - it fees great!)
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I just need to stop looking at the numbers or more accurately I need to stop obsessing. It was especially bad when I intentionally did the IG post because I saw someone else posting about my topic (and her biz has nothing to do with my topic) and she was getting so many LIKES and QUESTIONS!! I thought - what?!?! how is is that so many people like X but I can't get them to my website?!?!
Sadly by doing an IG post and then trying (really hard - too hard really) to get likes and comments and views and follows - this was all done for a negative reason (or a belief in lack). It's coercive energy that I'm putting out - I'm trying to "take back" what I think is rightly mine. But her followers are for the most part not ever going to be my followers. I have to really GET that. I have to be able to observe these things - oh hey look! some people who are hungry for X - cool! and let it go at that. I need to be truly OK that she is satisfying their need for X and it's not me. I have to believe in ABUNDANCE. That many people can do this and that there is room for everyone!!
I have to really act on the trust that their is ABUNDANCE.
I have to know and be in the truth of ABUNDANCE.
I have to come from that space of ABUNDANCE.
Everything else is just stress, emotions out of control and yes CONTROL.
I'm trying to control things.
And that's where the negative energy and frustration comes from. Trying to CONTROL when control is not the answer.
How about you? How is your week going??
xo
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